2010-12-14

oh dear...

It's only 4AM, and I already want to delete this.
I think it's stupid. I don't know why. Maybe it's just because I'm tired?
Maybe I don't want to change. I know that's bullshit...
I've already changed so much, and my reason for that is Britt.
Now I feel that if I don't change, I'm going to lose him.
I was how he wants me to be now, until he started changing into an ass.
I turned all depressive and unmotivated and worthless...
I don't know what's going on.. I need my medication.
I want to think clearly again, and see that everything will be okay, and I won't lose Britt.
I'm going to make a list of things that made me happy yesterday.
That might help me get back into a good mindset.

Khry

As you should already know, I am Khry.
I live in Atlanta, GA, and I am 17. I was born on 9/2/93.
I've lived in 13 different cities; 5 states. My middle name is Starr.
'Khry Munro' is not my real name, although Munro is just a different spelling.
Khry is just short for my first name. :)
I'm not in school at the moment, I dropped out and am now waiting for my
GED classes to start. From there I will go to GPC (community college) for two years,
then hopefully I will get into RISD and dual-major in Illustration and Graphic Design.
I don't really have a specific religion. I was raised Christian and realized
how many gaps there were when I was just a child.
I aim to be happy, and I'd like to be enlightened. I don't really fall into
a certain religion, or a set of guidelines, or anything for that matter.
I just am and do. I exist.
As far as music goes, I love so many different things... My favorite is Skinny Puppy.
I like Crystal Castles, Bjork, Dir en Grey, Shpongle, Salem, Dimmu Borgir,
Combichrist, The Deftones, Marilyn Manson, Mindless Self Indulgence, Psyclon Nine
Pzychobitch, cEvin Key, ohGr, Bassnectar, Deichkind, and so so so much more.

I don't really know what else to add,
if you want to know something, ask.

2010-12-13

Introduction to Far Too Frail♥

Hello! I am Khry (KREE) Munro.
I made this blog to keep progress of my journey to happiness.
I realize how ridiculous and stupid that sounds,
but I suffer from depression, mentally and physically.
It's painful, but I am slowly learning how to cope with it and to get over it.
I want this for me, and my boyfriend, Britt, wants this for me.
So I'm doing it for us.
I want nothing more than for us to be happy together.
That can't happen if I allow my depression to get in the way.
I will be trying my hardest to achieve this goal, and all of my other goals,
hopes, wishes, fantasies, and dreams.
Please bear with me, this is going to be difficult, and I need support,
be it from people I know personally, or friends on the internet.
I am going to be a better person.
Watch me.